Well, no wonder this is still in 'Drafts'; I haven't written a word!
I'm relaxing into this relationship with Jessica. I don't remember the context of this headline (2-25-22)...a year ago!
Might have been when she first wrote that word in a card... :)
I'm editing this now on 3-11-23, her birthday; she's in AZ.
what is harder to relax into is the happiness. not just Jess, but...
...still hard to trust my self... silly woman