They are not happening.
I'm not happening in any real conscious sense right now. So my new project is on hold.
I've been realizing for several days, that I'm just not moving thru my days in any way that will feed me or support this new 100 days. I know that I spend way too much time online, especially on Facebook, the world's biggest cultural black hole.
I like a couple of the games there, and I play a few others so that I can 'answer' the requests of 'friends'.
Now, I'm not the typical Fb'er. I've been on there for several years, but I have kept just 50 friends. And most of those are very close to me, or family of origin. In some cases, I would know nothing about them if I didn't see them on FB.
Hmmm. Now ain't that a pisser.
It just dawned on me that I don't really need to keep up with them. And when the energy is not reciprocal, it is rather a waste of time.
Lord, have mercy, she says to herself.
I love this phrase...but since it is I - and I alone - who can be merciful to me or redirect my own path - or return to it...or whatever it is I am trying to do these days, then it will behoove me to change those words along with a few other things.
Part of the impetus for this post, and the subsequent changes that will unfold, came from Laura, as usual. Check out this post to read what capped off this morning. Subscribe to her if you want; she doesn't waste your time - or her own.